I can feel it in the air this morning, as I drove my parents to the airport. It seems like there is a change in the air. I am not sure what it is, but it just feels like that today.
First of all, the women's newsletter came out with my poem in it. I picked up some copies last night. (Yours is going to be in the mail, Mom-in-law!) I am so happy to see myself in print, that it spurs me on to write more. I believe that God is trying to encourage me by this. I keep rereading my poem, amazed that I actually wrote it.
Secondly, my parents left for their last trip (hopefully) to Toronto. My dad will now go through 5 weeks of radiation treatment. (An hour per day - except weekends!) He is doing so much better and looks wonderful. You would never know that he had major surgery a few weeks ago. Aidan prayed last night that Grandpa would come back being able to lift and do more things. Kids are so cute and honest!!
Thirdly, I am going back on the sublist for September. I don't want to work too much, but a little bit would certainly help out with our household bills and such. Plus, I miss teaching. I think I need to get out and do something that I love doing. This all depends on how my dad is doing, because someone needs to watch the kidlets. That's why I don't want to work too much. My dad is really good with the kids, though and I would feel safest leaving them with someone I know. He raised me after all!! (And being on the sublist gives me freedom to choose where and when I want to work, as well as getting to spend quality time with my children!!)
Also, I have really started to enjoy blogging more, but using blogger. I copy and paste to my Yahoo! site, but I still really like blogger. It seems like Yahoo! 360 has become a wasteland these days. I feel bad for my mom-in-law who really likes Yahoo! and is missing all her friends. I still visit there, but most of my friends are blogging here....
With all of that, I guess it is easy to see why I feel like change is inevitable right now. Add in Emma beginning to walk on her own, and it seems like everything is going in a new direction. Although changes are not bad. And I know that God is in control of every situation. He cares for us. He has plans for us.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD...
Jeremiah 29:11-14a
That is encouraging!!