Audition Jitters!!

So, I am going to audition for worship team on April 3. I am nervous already, and it is over a month away. It is a bigger church, bigger sea of fish...Will I be able to handle it? Will I be able to do what I am so passionate about doing? Has God really called me to do this or have I just imagined it? Jonathan is on a team already. Where am I supposed to be?

Time will tell, I suppose. If God closes the door on this, where do I go from here?

Sorry! This entry is a little bit scattered. These are just the random thoughts that I have going through my head.

Please keep me in your prayers for the next month, and especially on April 3rd. I need to practice the songs and know them like the back of my hand. Most importantly, I want them to be able to see my heart; see who I really am. I don't want to try and be anyone I am not. (I do not sing like other people on worship team. I don't add in a lot of frills, and runs, etc. It's not my style. So, I don't want to start doing that just because I think that is what they want to hear.)

This is hard. I am totally trusting God for this, which is always hard and always rewarding in the end. That's what I have to keep telling myself.